I forgot?

I've forgotten all the things that make me, me. I've spent most of today reflecting on my life, and my actions... I honestly don't know who I am anymore.

I'm going to make myself a promise. I'm going to start doing the things that I enjoy, the things that once made me happy & helped defy who was. I was a lot braver back in the day. There were things I believed in that I don't quite believe in now...but I want to.

Don't Care

Life itself is hard enough, but when you throw divorced single mom of three kids in the mix, well you know where I'm going with this. I don't really care who sees this blog I'm just gonna use it as a venting tool.

My life is pretty intense right now. I graduate cosmetology school in 10 days, I'm job hunting, apartment hunting, and looking for a car & I need all these things to happen pretty much at the same time. Can you say FML?

You would think I would be used to my luck in life by now...

I'm tired of trying to find Mr. Right, I'm just going to let him find me. This will be good for me. I don't want to have to rely on anyone but myself & that's exactly how it should be.